The Part of My Divine Feminine Story

The hardest part of the twin flame journey for the Divine Feminine is realizing that after you finally make contact, it feels as if you did everything for nothing.

Divine Feminines are empresses.

They are healers.

Their energy is soft, understanding, patient.

They search for solutions.

They believe every problem can be solved.

They try to fix what-is-broken.

But sooner or later you understand something painfully simple.

Nothing works.

And it doesn't work for only one reason:

Your Divine Masculine is not awakened yet.

He simply does not remember who you are.

And there is nothing you can do to force that memory to return.

You cannot fix it for him.

You cannot heal him for him.

In fact, the only thing you can do is leave him alone.

Completely:alone.

In silence.

I understood this very quickly.

Since childhood I have never been someone who repeats the same mistake again and again.

I learn my lessons fast.

I gave him one chance to change.

But he repeated the same pattern.

No.

He did something even worse.

And that was the moment I decided to leave.

Because there are things in life you simply cannot force.

I cannot sweep the ocean.

I cannot force someone to awaken before they are ready.

And I cannot make a man love himself more than he already does.

So I walked away.

But not everyone liked that decision.

At first I didn't understand what was really happening.

Why people accused me of doing something wrong when I was simply protecting my boundaries.

They said it was cruel that I wanted to leave him.

Even after everything I had survived.

Even after the abuse.

And then one day everything became clear.

They were saying those things because it was convenient for them.

It was gaslighting.

They understood everything perfectly well.

They simply pretended not to understand my point of view.

Because narcissists always do the same thing.

They rewrite reality.

They twist the truth.

And they make the victim feel guilty for surviving.

They are narcissists.

And I was the victim of their narcissistic abuse.

©Under My Skin

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